Post-Marathon Blues
At the London Marathon red start |
As you read on Monday, the London Marathon has come and gone. It has been my sole focus since mid-December, so to have it gone is a bit unsettling. I still have my long term goal of qualifying to run the Boston Marathon in 2019, but it seems so far away and I am not really happy with my London Marathon performance. Yes, I got a PB, but deep down I feel it is because I didn’t stop and use the bathroom as many times as I did in Berlin. I also didn’t stick with my goal of 9:30min/miles. Friends warned me not to start off the London Marathon too fast. I did though (the cheers are infectious!) and tried to rein myself in. Near the start of the race, my splits were estimating I would finish in 4:15:00. But my body just wasn’t strong enough. Hips and legs started to hurt at mile 16, which was 10 long miles from the finish line.
This has always been my problem during a marathon and I know how to solve it. Is it fear that keeps me from strength training? Lack of time? Self-sabotage? I have all the kit I need, the knowledge of the exercises, free access to a small gym, a membership to an online gym with tons of video resources yet there is a mental block.
After every marathon (or usually 2 weeks before), I swear I will lift for the next race. My butt shouldn’t be lazy. My heels should come up to my bum when I run not barely lift off the ground, right?
It comes down to how badly do I want it? How much am I willing to give to reach Boston, to finish a marathon feeling strong rather than limping around for the following week, to fit the expected aesthetics of a personal trainer (another one of my insecurities)?
To bring things into focus, I have set myself three SMART goals:
- Complete 2 strength sessions a week for the next eight weeks
- Three rounds of 10 kegals and clams six days a week
- Run Chicago Marathon in 4:15:00 (8 October 2017)
Working out in my narrow flat |
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